Get up and Move it Move it!

While reading Moving is Living from Paulo Coelho’s blog I decided that today I’m going to randomly bust a move!!! HAPPY FRIDAY TO ALL!!!

Come on just do a dance, move a leg, shake an arm, move your head side to side scream out loud, I dare you, trust me it feels good enjoy! 

There is a…..

I wrote this feb 14 2008 just wanted to repost it again. Not sure where my state of mind was then. Reading it now makes me smile, I’m sure I was smiling when I wrote it then. enjoy

THere iS a…….

there once was this very rich couple that loved to travel, eat at the most expensive restaurants and drive extravagant cars they also love to pick pocket other people but simple things like sunglasses key chains lip gloss.

 there once was this very handsome man who loved to travel around the world and have sex with ugly girls the uglier they are the more turned on he became.

There is an eighteen year boy who lives on the streets but he lives more inside his mind.

There is this bible study teacher who does wrong but thinks right.

There is a young banker who wants all the money in the world and works hard to get it but knows in his mind that he will never have it only see it and touch it at work.

There is this 44yr old woman who lives alone she is angry at the world and everyone in it but all she really wants is someone to love her to hug her to wake up to.

There is this gypsy who travels around the world spreading her loveeeee to men in ways she believes heals the spirit to those who are wounded by life. She believes that her loveeeee heals.

There is a boy who looks up at the moon every night and ask why?

There is a homosexual couple who makes love every night to each other but think of the opposite sex when making love.

 There is this Teacher who wakes up every morning and tells himself that its going to be  great day he will inspire the kids make learning fun but when he arrives to class his motivation is drowned by fear.

There is a hotel reception worker who loves to see secret lovers come and check in under fake names it makes her have something to think about when she masturbates.

There is a girl who says she doesn’t believe in love but knows she does only scared to open up to it.

Living my personal legend

Thoughts on my personal legend and cute life.

 

What do I want to leave behind  when I die? What will be my last grain of spiritual sand be like?

 

While reading Paulo Coelho’s blog yesterday and today I keep thinking about his post on Personal legend. Maybe because I’m aware that life is short. I’m thankful for this life that the Lord has given me, I believe I have a beautiful life and I intend on keeping it that way. First let me give the definition of personal legend from  Paulo Coelho’s blog.  

Personal Legend: A personal legend is the path we decide to take that fills our heart with enthusiasm. It is the path of our dreams.

With that stated I know that my personal legend is be a writer, I want to write kids books. I’ve known this since reading Nancy Drew as a child.

I’ve started on my first book, last year and I keep coming up with every excuse to why I have not finished writting this book.

Excuse #1. I don’t have enough of evidence to complete the book need more research

Excuse#2. I haven’t finished college I’m going to sound ignorant.

Excuse#3. I’m tired I will start next week.

Excuse#4. I need to clean up my life first (its really not that messy even with its mess I realize it beautiful)before I start anything else.

(as I write these excuses I”m thinking what a bunch of crap I’ve managed to brain storm to keep me from completing this book if I can brain storm up these ideas I can brain storm up the rest of my book!!!)

Excuse#5. Doha,Qatar isn’t the place for my mind to feel free to write. I need to leave Doha and be in a more relaxed enviroment.

Excuse# Thats enough with all the excuses!!!

 

Anywho with those excuses written down and hopefully set free from my mind . I can run, jog, walk, crawl back to my path and get back to writing my personal legend  to the end. I notice when I started  writing my first baby that there was so much passion and life flowing in my veins and I know that is what I should be doing.

I keep getting this crazy fearful thought that keeps popping up in my mind. If I don’t start utilizing my gifts that maybe it will become a curse and i will either die early or I will become one of those old people that are bitter and struck with some crazy illness called bitterness that will cripple my mind and body in old but young age. See Bitterness kills the spirit slowly, once the spirit is crippled severely then you become the walking dead.  A while back I was walking around upset with everything in the world pouting, cursing and mopping because things were not going how I wanted them to go. I realized I had to snap out of it this is not how I want my spirit to be my spirit to look, over all how you feel inside shows on the outside!! One day I walked passed the mirror in my room and looked at myself and a voice said gently “be kind, be gentle, be sweet, be Love”. Now I have to keep reminding myself often when BL1 Flu (bitter life)  season comes around to relax and be kind, be gentle, be sweet, be Love.

 

TTFN (tata for now)

Bright Light Warrior Nika

just some thangs i’m thinkin bout

24 May 2009

1.  Just a reminder to myself *I’m just a spiritual being having a human experience*

2. I’m getting a little bored with twitter  its a place to either ramble back and forth about a lot of nothing or to get the short side of the  story on something without reading the entire story (that makes me feel somewhat lazy) I will still continue to twitter and get the short side of the story or give the short side of the story on things because twitter is just catchy for some.

3. Just really discovered kanYe West Blog; Love It! He got some good tunes on his blog check it out!

4. favorite artist of the week  click on the image to hear a music clip, courtesy of KanYe West blog.

MOS DEF "SAY YOU WILL" (COVER)

5. LMAO at this  click on the smiley face hehehehe love ya TraceMae. Don’t know about that on-line dating stuff a little to RiSkAY!!! LOL!

6. Thoughts on Love    and more Love

 7. I’m feeling the good energy today umm its another day now 25 May 2009 

8. I found a coffee that can take the place of Starbucks for those mornings I am  running late and can’t go out of my way to Starbucks. Caribou Coffee. I have been trying different coffee joints and I was starting to think that maybe Starbucks puts some special type of magic spell in their coffee that no one else knows about. So this morning I decide to stop at caribou and try their black coffee with a little steamed milk I was shocked!! ummmm ummm good! The aroma was perfect, lifted my spirits instantly, FYI I don’t do decaf the day I have to go to decaf I will stop drinking coffee. Coffee is one of my favorite legal stimulates I like to indulge in ! You can tell when a coffee business is really a coffee business because they know how to pick the perfect coffee beans and the employees that will take care into brewing the perfect cup of coffee, they treat the customers kindly……. As you can see I’m a little passionate about my coffee and the perfect cup of coffee.  I’m going to read more about caribou coffee.

9. About to do a little work will be back soon……

10. When I think of my first love i think of stars star love2 star love1 a little doodle in between work.

Quote of the day

 

I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones.

Albert Einstein