Ok there have been numerous things here at my Job that have made me feel ill inside its like a thermometer with each thing the temperature keeps going up and I’m like OK i can deal with this and i can deal with that so on and so on and then its only 2 degrees from boiling point and the smallest thing happens a fly lands on your food at work while being somewhat forced to eat your lunch while working ~no i don’t eat my lunch while working 
~ and you blow up and leave your job over a fly when really it wasn’t the fly that made your temperature go to boiling point it was all the other things that caused your temperature to rise over the time period.
A thought came to me today; I’m not exactly sure what it is that I am good at? I want to write but I don’t feel like I am a good writer at times I feel like I can’t even express my feelings so others can understand me clearly. So I was like; I’m at this job that I don’t care for at all (there was one point in my life where I use to like my job maybe it was because I was just happy to have a job maybe because the people I worked with and for were really good people and the moral was good at the time but over a time period the good seeds grown and been picked away and replaced with bad seeds that grow and start to kill off the goods ones that are still around. Any who, I figure if I left my job over the Fly landing on my food then what better way to find out what it is that Marie wants to do in life. I’m just another worker bee here and it wouldn’t hurt for me to leave and I DO want to find out what my personal legend is in life, I keep telling myself not to worry about being unemployed and to rely on God to make a way. So this I pray……..
“God grant us the serenity to accept the things we cannot change,
Courage to change the things we can,
and the wisdom to know the difference.”
