Today I started crying because of my life situations feeling weak in them (but knowing I can change them at the same time). Upset about my actions lately (not to proud of my choices my thoughts my words). Upset about the actions of the world.
A thought came to me today while driving to the doctor today. How is that one can not feel humility in their hearts? well, this lead me to think about my actions lately arguing on the road cursing at folks for cutting me off. getting upset at the smallest thing, participating in gossip. And I asked myself yesterday; What is going on with you Marie? Am I acting out only because I haven’t found the courage to change my situation to change my path, have I gotten so bitter inside? Then I hear a small whisper “its never to late to change”.
The Good thing about all of this I know change will happen soon I know I will feel strong again and rise.
I will continue to pray; I will speak up again for what is right when someone speaks wrong, I will not bite my tongue in fear of being judged.
I will pray in moments of weakness
I will learn from my mistakes
I will teach others and share with others to encourage
I will not conform any longer to the pattern of this world, but be transformed by the renewing of my mind (Romans 12:2)
I will continue to Grow for there are many battles to fight and this one shall pass.
a thought while writing this blog~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I read recently on Paulo Coelho’s blog
“The best way to serve God is by going in search of your own dreams. Only the happy can spread happiness”.(By the river Piedra I sat down and wept)
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